You know what you want.. but then the mind starts.
What if? What will they think? I can’t. I can. I don’t want to. I must. I wanted to. I don’t. I’m ashamed. I’m afraid.
You can feel the desire clearly, and yet somehow you’ve learned to distrust it.
Maybe you’ve even decided that certain desires aren’t spiritual enough. Or that wanting pleasure, power, or a particular experience means you’re somehow moving away from your deeper path.
This is the tension at the heart of this solar plexus hypnosis journey: what happens when you stop treating your desires as distractions and begin listening to what they might be showing you?
The episode explores desire, personal power, pleasure, and purpose through a guided journey into the imagery of a giant bonfire — a fire that represents the creative power already within you.
What If Your Desire Isn’t the Problem?
The episode begins with a different way of looking at desire.
When we disconnect from our desires or judge them as unspiritual, we’re described as cutting ourselves off from the energy that fuels our soul mission and creative force.
Your desires aren’t presented as random wants.
They’re described as divine messengers, each carrying a seed of purpose and an energy signature connected to bringing your unique medicine into the world.
That creates an entirely different relationship with desire.
Instead of immediately asking, “Should I want this?” you can become curious about what the desire is telling you.
What happens when you trust the wisdom of your body enough to listen?
The episode connects desire and pleasure with the process of grounding spiritual power into physical form. Desire becomes a bridge between the spiritual and the earthly — between what you envision and your experience of being here, in this body, in this life.
The Fire Within Your Solar Plexus
The hypnosis takes you down a staircase toward an enormous bonfire.
As you move closer, the fire becomes a representation of the fire within the core of your own body.
It’s illuminating personal power.
It’s igniting personal desire.
And it’s clarifying your relationship with both.
The fire becomes a place where old beliefs, thought patterns, wounds, blockages, and shadows can be transformed.
You begin pulling on the energetic threads that are still connected to distrust of your own desire and remnants of dysfunctional power, and you toss them into the fire.
Then comes laughter.
The solar plexus is activated through the power of that laughter — the willingness to release what has been standing in the way.
The episode even invites you to laugh at the sheer absurdity of some of the fears surrounding your own fire, power, and desire.
Not because the experiences you’ve had aren’t real.
But because, in that moment, you can see how many old ideas have been placed between you and your own creative force.
The “I’m Not Allowed” Conversation
One of the most recognizable parts of the journey is the stream of contradictory thoughts around desire.
I’m not allowed.
What if they think…
I can’t.
I can.
I don’t want to.
I must.
I wanted to.
I’m ashamed.
I’m afraid.
It’s the constant negotiation between what you feel and what you’ve been taught you’re supposed to feel.
The episode describes how conditioning can make us believe that what is messy or uncomfortable is somehow bad or wrong.
And that conditioning can steal our wildness.
But the fire doesn’t require everything to be neat.
It holds the shadow as well as the light.
It holds the parts of you that experience guilt, shame, depression, devastation, chaos, pleasure, desire, and power.
They’re all part of the human experience being explored in this journey.
You Don’t Have to Get It Perfect
Trusting your desire doesn’t mean you’ll never make a mistake.
There’s room for getting off course.
You might act on your power and experience distress.
You might follow a desire and discover that you missed the mark.
You might try something new, stumble, fall, or get swept away by emotion.
Sometimes there will be tears.
That’s not presented as failure.
The practice is in being willing to try something new, to dare to live your desire, and then to clean up the mess when necessary.
Each experience can become part of the fire.
And through that practice, you go deeper into trusting your power, your emotional expression, and your creative force.
You Are the Fire Keeper
You aren’t simply standing in front of the fire.
You’re tending it.
You’re the fire keeper.
You’re the guardian of your personal power.
You are the one who can starve the fire or pour fuel onto it.
You can celebrate your pleasure, your desire, and your power.
And when you get off course, you can make adjustments.
That distinction matters because it brings responsibility back to you.
Your power isn’t something outside yourself that you need to find.
The episode invites you to recognize your role in how you engage with it.
And laughter is part of that medicine.
Coming Back to Your Core Desire
At the center of the fire, the mind chatter loses its power.
The episode invites you to tune into your core desires in the solar plexus — the sun center of the physical body.
Here, the question isn’t about having every answer.
It’s about trusting your power.
Trusting your desire.
Allowing yourself to experience the wildness of being human.
The hypnosis closes by bringing that experience back into the body: breathing more deeply, moving and stretching in a way that feels good, and integrating the embodied wisdom of the journey into everyday awareness.
Self-inquiry questions:
Which desires have you labeled as not spiritual enough?
What inherited stories arise around whether it’s safe or acceptable to experience pleasure and power at the same time?
How might your expression of purpose shift if you trusted your deepest desires as guidance rather than distractions?
And where have you been overriding the signals your body has been giving you?
Those questions bring the journey back to where it began.
You may already know what you desire.
The deeper question is whether you’ve learned to trust it.
And perhaps the fire isn’t asking you to become someone else. it’s inviting you to meet the part of yourself that already knows.